FOR SOMEONE WHOM I VALUE MUCH

I AM SO GRATEFUL

♥ for the sweet memories I had when we were together

♥ for bringing me to a place somewhere only the two of us know

♥ for doing things no other man has done yet

♥ for making me realize the things that I have and have not

♥ for showing me my strengths and my weaknesses

♥ for the experiences I had with you, may it be good or bad

♥ for sending me your regards no matter how near or distant you are

♥ for remembering me when you have gone far away

♥ for giving me strength out of the bad experiences we stumble upon

♥ for showing your respect in so many ways

♥ to have known someone like you

I ASK FORGIVENESS

♥ for being so grumpy

♥ if sometimes I took you for granted
♥ for not responding with your tenderness

♥ if I am emotionally disturbed

♥ if I wronged you with my initiatives
♥ if I somehow torn your fidelity
♥ if I pushed you to complication
♥ for being such a bad influence

♥ if I confused you, for I feel the same way too

♥ if I had to lurk the things that I discovered about you (the things you hid from me)

♥ for being so unfair to not let you know what I was going through

These are the things that I wish to tell you. But I guess this is not the right time to say these words to, because I am not ready yet. I know someday you will understand why I have to keep this from you. You’ll know the reasons why things have changed. Perhaps you will get exasperated with this silence. Honestly, I am uncertain if I really have to inform you about this discovery. We are just friends and not committed so why should I bother? I just hope that the silence that we have for each other will not impede with the bond that we have formed. For the reason that I am pleased to be your friend always.