Dear Lord,
I badly hurt someone I cherish so much today. I deeply hurt him more than a stabbing can cause wound to anyone. I pushed him to the edge and I even pushed him harder. He gave me a chance but I squandered the very little patience that has left to him. Although I had no intentions on hurting him the words I said made it seem like I really had one. I tried to explain things to make it clear but it only gotten worst. I understand if he wont forgive me because I have gone too far to receive forgiveness.
I really feel sorry. I know how much hurt it caused him because I feel twice the pain when I read through the messages I sent. I should have been more careful with my words, I should have read the context of my messages before I sent it to him. I know now how little mistakes can cause devastation.
I know that guys most of their time stay in their cave to think things clearly but I disrespected that fact and I took away his chance to bring back his composure. I really messed up his day and I sincerely apologize for doing so.
Heavenly Father, I accept the consequences of what I have done. Just give me enough courage to endure everything. Please let him know that I always hope that he will be the happiest. If staying away from him is the only thing that can make it happen then I leave the rest to you.
Sincerely,
Mer
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