out of the BLUE(s)

Today I experienced some of the “unexpected”. It’s been awhile since I hampered myself in using my desktop to go on-line. I was surprised when I saw my notifications. Someone I adored bygone just accepted my friend request (after 10 years haha). What’s more interesting is that I was able to exchange message with him until I noticed that the shudders I have for him before already defunct. After a chain of talk I said goodbye for I have some errands to do. I promised myself to be dynamic on my week-off so I decided to visit my siblings. I enjoyed my visit to my eldest sister’s home; I ate a lot while watching the movie from a local TV channel. As I enjoyed being hooked by Johnny Depp’s movie, my niece suddenly asked “Tita, nakauwi na ba si Tito ****?” Surprisingly, I was slack-jawed and just pretended I did not hear her. Sagot ko “Ha? Ano yun? “. Inulit naman nya yung tanong nya. Ok just to keep her from asking I answered “Hindi pa”. Indeed kids are really good in remembering people they just once met. Oh! I think they meet him twice. Maybe that’s the reason. In light of this situation, I realized that the more you compel to not think of someone, there are forces around you that will make you think of them. That will make you miss them. This is one good phrase to describe how I felt after my niece asked about him: "I wanna write "I miss you" on a rock and throw it at your face so you know how much it hurts to miss you.”