Just adding a new color on my blog :)
Today I got the chance to glance on my secret blog (a blog that I created to draw out my hidden thoughts and desires) and read through the posts I scheduled for keeps. Those were actually not just a blog post out of my random thoughts but my saved convesations with someone very special. I remebered how it made me cry while compiling the zany, teen-age like, bitter sweet conversations we had. I missed that person that much so I hampered myself from writing those memories to keep me from weeping. Today, yes today as I read through every captured word written I noticed myself smiling. Though things have gone totally different compared to how we were since the day we started, at least now I can say that only smiles are painted on my face while reading those conversations that made me really happy. No more weeps of sadness, I admit I keep on missing him (I always do) but this time I just tell myself "All is well" and believe that it is all well. It doesn't solve the problem though, but I gain more courage to face it with the help of someone who watches from up ABOVE.
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