“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without telling you how much I do: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.

Love will abide, take things in stride. Sounds like good advice but there's no one at my side. And time washes clean love's wounds unseen. That's what someone told me but I don't know what it means. Cause I've done everything I know to try and make you mine. And I think I'm gonna love you for a long long time. Caught in my fears. Blinking back the tears. I can't say you hurt me when you never let me near. And I never drew one response from you. All the while you fell all over girls you never knew. Cause I've done everything I know to try and make you mine. And I think it's gonna hurt me for a long long time. Wait for the day. You'll go away. Knowing that you warned me of the price I'd have to pay. And life's full of flaws. Who knows the cause? Living in the memory of a love that never was. Cause I've done everything I know to try and change your mind and I think I'm gonna miss you for a long long time. Cause I've done everything I know to try and make you mine. And I think I'm gonna love you for a long long time. - Long Long Time by Mindy McCready

It pains me to be quiet when my heart wants to speak.