There are a lot of things that keeps on jostling my mind these days. Since I don’t want to let those things outwin my thoughts, I tried to look around and saw these signage:
Too much love will kill you
God’s will
Heaven knows
Never alone
It looks as if God is sending me a message, answering my thoughts about that same old story I’ve been going through. Then I whispered I know I should take it easy. Thank you Lord, I love You. This is what you get from traveling long hours off to and from work. I tried to compose myself back to that happy-go-lucky me. Then I was happy and cheerful. It was Friday the 13th but I didn’t feel unlucky at all ‘coz I was surrounded by people who made me smile and alive. Joben gave me half of her turon, JR shared his Tortillos, and Rej shared me her coffee ^^ as usual. I know this is kind of shallow to others but this is how grateful i can be about little things. Though I keep on missing the old good times with someone I wished to be forever with. The little time we spent together, before things have changed, may be enough to cherish. I just don’t know how long I can be with him. How long he can wait before he’ll know the reasons why I have to do things my way. “And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time” This one liner verse from a song is something I would want to ask him. But I don’t think I have to.
This morning my niece waked me up and surprised me with a gumamela they picked from nowhere while they were headed to our house. Another touching moment I was able to benefit from the small things that keep me smiling.
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